Good morning, (y/n), how are you holding up? Shaking uncontrollably you could tell you were on the verge of a panic attack. You are safe, you are here, and we all love you. Does that satisfy you? said an annoyed Natasha. Action - James McAvoy x f!teen!reader: You get hurt whilst doing an action scene and try to hide it in shame, but James sees right through you. Bruce: Well isn't that lovely. You looked up at his worn down face, confused. Do you wanna talk about it? He asked gently, trying not make you upset again. The knock came at night, just as you were about to turn off the light in the living room. Bruce: I'm not going to go Hulk, Stark. Maybe if you told them, you wouldn't have to act all day, but then they might be forced to be fake for you, instead. Since you were staying at the Avengers Tower with the rest of the Avengers including . Suggestions? It looks like long sleeve t-shirts will have to do for a while. You were Tonys step niece, after all. I'm working, think you couldlower the stupid texts for a while? Nobody does, in fact, nobody knows about you internal struggles. I think that I will start off with some studying about my favorite revolutionaries, then maybe Ill clean up a little bit, then I might make some food for the team for when they get back, this is gonna be great. Tony - Panic Attack. The Avengers know loss, but they sure as hell don't know what it did to you. Anyway, by the time you see this and process it, I will hopefully be dead. Your chest feels heavy, and you cant stop running these questions through your head. Having a panic attack increases your likelihood of having another panic attack in the future. Nat was your other closet friend next to Tony. The symptoms of a panic attack usually show up without any warning and tend to peak within a few minutes. It's so frickin' cold. The rest of the day went by in a blur. Were all here. Shaking uncontrollably you could tell you were on the verge of a panic attack. Just get home safe. Your bedroom door swung open and in came Tony, Clint, Bruce and Natasha but no Steve or Bucky. I am always here for you and if you want to talk please don't hesitate to reach out to me, I do not own the Avengers (unfortunately) or you. You could still hear the screams, still feel their hands grabbing for you. You made sure to portray your suffering a little bit, but not too much. You woke up with a start, breathing heavily. Hes not exaggerating when he says that. 2. When you wake up in the morning, at first everything seems normal, and you actually feel kinda good. "God dammit!" Stretching his back like a cat, the village kids ran over to greet him like they did every morning, chanting 'White Wolf! Steve has joined. They are all strong without their powers, so shouldn't you be the same? @shut-it-tinman / shut-it-tinman.tumblr.com. 3. If you aren't comfortable with this or can't handle it, do NOT read.) We will have to start at the beginning of the series so you can see all of them in order- the effects aren't that great, but I think you'll really like them, Thor, you say. Homeboy didn't exactly understand at first, but he asked. Alternate, in my mind, better ending, Avengers x suicidal reader where the reader is living with the Avengers while also suffering from severe depression and anxiety, PLEASE NOTE depression and anxiety are NOT undefeatable and self harm is NEVER the answer! 7.5K 155 1. by kaddaku. This is the kind of thing you hear about all the time in movies or books or the news, but you never really imagine yourself receiving one from someone you know. See you (y/n), well be back before you know it, replies the Captain. What if somebody died? Because the Avengers were supposed to be protecting you and your family that day, as per special request of the government, they decided that they should take you in and help you survive in your new life. So much for actually getting things done today, you think to yourself. He quickly scanned his card as the elevator made its way to the main lounge. Why do you have to be such a fucked up person? I wish I could tell you, but Fury might have my head if I do, she chuckled. 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Being the Maximoff's Sister Would Include: Avengers -Shopping in Target would include: Being Steves Adopted daughter Would Include: Being Nats Adopted Daughter Would Include: Being Clint's Adopted Daughter Would Include: Being Tony's Adopted daughter would include: Being Thors Adopted daughter would include: Being Bruces Adopted Daughter would include: Stucky - The Chronicles of Skinny Steve (Pt. Quietly, you venture to you room and grab your knife and earbuds, then head up to the roof. Pairings: bucky x reader & wanda x platonic!reader Before he could move, you shoved back your comforter and crawled over to him.You curled yourself up into ball right next to his side, hiding you face in the crook of his neck and wrapping your arms around him, clinging to him with all your heart. He looked at you and the hurt in his sapphire eyes made your heart break. Everybody is fine, don't worry. Where was he? Lets just watch Star Wars. She rushed out of the room to go get Bucky who was with Steve in the other room. Here's a series of X Readers, Oneshots, and chapter fics! Your. "I-i had a panic attack.in scared tony" She shook as Tony held onto her. Featured in Groups. Okay?" You nodded into his shoulder still calming yourself down and true to his word he didn't let go until you had to pry yourself out of his arms. These movies were my life when I was little. Tony: My honey boooo ; ) Everybody tried in vain to connect with you and make sure that you are fine. You woke up with a start, breathing heavily. I was wondering, if you have time, writing a fanfic with the reader (15)? While trying to make yourself look somewhat presentable, you put your phone on a nearby ledge with the screed facing yourself and the city. Alright, (y/n), you know the drill by now. 4. You are listening to the Stay Alive Reprise, a rather ironic choice, but the song always seems to help you let go of the outside world. Chapter 2 (Snowstorm starting; had to abandon mission) About half way into the movie everybody is sitting quietly, a few people are even cuddling together, absorbed in the Star Wars universe. Your body clock wakes you up at 7:00, and luckily they haven't gotten back yet. That is good enough. Nobody knows this, and nobody ever will. "I'm no good at this whole, comforting thing, but I'm going to be here for you until you can shout at me to back off. You may not be directly lying to them with words all the time, but just putting up a happy, goofy, front all the time is tiring. Leaving the Avengers (Avengers x reader) Summary: After your boyfriend proposes you have to take the next step towards a happy and safe family life. See ya kiddo. A/N: Trans!male!reader. What do you mean, *relatively* okay? "Could you do an avengers reader where the reader has a stomach ache and fever. Work Search: Tony is on the other side of the room, and couldn't help but notice how peculiar you were acting. They are Tony Stark's niece, who was adopted after her Mother's death. You have Hamilton blasting at full volume by this point. They've gone through enough already, and anyway, they already had to witness your panic attack. Pepper, on the other hand became your more practical mother. Honestly it's kind of draining. Request: Before I try to explain to you why I am doing this to myself, there is something that each and every one of you needs to understand. Maybe they all already noticed how shitty you are and they just don't care. You poked your head and saw Bucky sitting on the couch with his head in his hands. Hi (y/n), were back! says Nat. I will tell Mr. Stark about the gap when he returns.. Bye, Tony., That was honestly an extremely frightening conversation. Looking at the clock, you realize that it is already 10:00 at night. as well as While those are in the oven, you straighten everything up a little, and make the family room area look nicer in general, and then finally, you get to study for your APUSH test. Thats what makes them so good! Steve we are not watching another dumb feel good movie okay? Trees folding over, the land merging into one solid mass. Its time for me to go now, with that you turned off the camera and sent the video to the Avengers. Characters: Reader, Wanda Maximoff, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, & Sam Wilson. Bruce: Erm;.Stark, what are you doing? Good morning, Nat. You lay down in your bed and just cry for a while until you slowly get up and enter your bathroom. Warnings: swearing, anxiety-induced insults, panic attacks Steve tried to get you to see a therapist the first week you moved in, and you complied, but you told the lady everything that she wanted to hear. Fine by me, says Cap. Your thoughts had been running wild all night, preventing you from catching up on sleep. At neuf you jumped from the balcony and you felt free for the first time in months. Everybody is sick of them, snapped Tony. What if something really bad happened and they will have to be gone for a long time again?. With your hand lightly touching the switch, you turned a little, looking over your shoulder at your front door. Oh hey JARVIS make sure that (y/n) stays outta trouble, says Tony. I am always here for you. So awkwardly you stood there, completely frozen. Word count: 750+ I couldn't sleep for the death of me, I'd never been good at sleeping now that I think about it. Firstly, there's nothing fun or romantic about constant panic attacks. Chapter 4 Tony ran from the black SUV not caring to leave all his paperwork behind inside. Would you like me to give you hourly updates, sir? asked JARVIS, Hahaha very funny Tony, now get! Downstairs, after the message is sent, Tony checks his phone and sees your message. K? asked Nat. Request: "Hello there! The Captain picks you up and carries you bridal style to you bed. The hours are slowly creeping by, and before you know it, it is already 5:00. This. "Tell me what it feels like, darling. Youve never seen Star Wars? Anyway, how was your mission? Tony: Like what you did to Puny God. Youll never make it out alive. Tony suggestedBiscuits which you had no idea why he would think you wanted biscuits! Fixing his sleep-rumpled hair, he lifted himself out of his cot and walked out of his small hut, feeling warm in the Wakandan sunrise. You want Bucky, yes? She repeated, making sure she had understood what you wanted. JARVIS where the hell is (y/n)? Says Tony. She finally let's them care for her and fluff ensues.". It's supposed to be an easy mission. Good, Im glad you guys are all fine. You know that this is a panic attack, and that just makes you even worse. On hearing that destructive voice, you stopped, went to your bedroom, and just let everything out. Shouldn't the superheroiness rub off onto you? + Where stories live. He could already tell you were calming down just by him being there. Bruce: What- Oh, right. It's actually funny because in one of my stories, Steve is the first one to notice that the reader is not around, too. Movie nights are usually fun, but you want nothing more than to just go to bed. It feels like ages before you realize how much you're bleeding. Im fine. Uh nothing. He couldnt have done anything to protect your family, and everyone, including yourself, made sure that he knew that. CACW!Fighting ScarletVision would include: Stony (ft.You and Bucky) - Dirty Never Have I Ever. You take out your phone and realize that you should probably leave some kind of note for everybody, for after they find your body. JARVIS, call Tony for me please? JARVIS always told Steve when Bucky would wake up from a nightmare and since you and Tony were really close, you knew JARVIS would have told him by now. I think she just sent us her suicide note, Tony replies. Tony: Why not? "No one on the team except you and Steve seems to trust me. Nat probably lied to you and just pities you instead of actually caring. After she discovers that a dreadful beast is keeping her father hostage within his castle, she trades her life for his. His very breath is shaking, stuttering, he's Falling. (y/n) I am sure that Mr. Stark would not appreciate a gap in your monitoring., As you wish (y/n). You start hyperventilating and crying on the couch. If you have panic disorder, you might need more interventions and must consult a psychiatrist for help. You are such an amazing, wonderful person and it pains me to know that you are hurting. At the end of the day, everybody decided to relax and have a movie night. You carefully unwrap your bandages and to your horror you see nothing but red lines six inches up both of your arms. So now you are living with the Avengers. "God dammit!" Ya see, I have had a darkness inside of me for a while now, and it won. Tony: Big* lol. Im really sorry you had to see that, by the way. He quickly scanned his card as the elevator made its way to the main lounge. Pairings: bucky x reader & wanda x platonic!reader. You get dressed and go to the kitchen to get breakfast, and you are met with Nat giving you a rather pitiful look. Ever since my family died- which also isn't your fault by the way- I just haven't been the same. Pictures and files about the new weapon manufacturer who was said to be manufacturing semiautomatic assault weapons and distributing them to terrorist communities. Rolling over and over and he couldn't stop Instead of a doctor to help you through your pains, you have a knife. I assure you sir that (y/n) will be in the best care possible. In a blur of thoughts, you pressed record. Pairings: Avengers x reader (platonic) Word count: 2.1k "What's up, Buckaroo?" You tuned out their voices as they kept trying to calm you down. J-JARVIS? Clint suggestedBats knowing of how much you hated bats, but that was not what you were saying. To make matters worse, every associate and patron in the building recognized the blue-haired ex-villain, and despite his lack of evil activity for the last three years, no one believed that he had truly changed. Your breathing quickened and by now you were flipping out. he asked you. Share. She doesn't want to be a burden so she won't let them take care of her. Summary: Y/N has a panic attack during a mission, but Wanda comes to the rescue and calms Y/N down. This should be fine, theres nobody around to see them anyway. Thanks Nat, Im sure I will be fine. 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