My biggest regret is that I, I wrote an album and an executive at the record company refused to accept it, but he couldn't tell me why, you know? You hit some dark times in terms of substance abuse. That took a lot of moral courage to do that. Now when I say the word risk, and, and let me know if you think this is accurate, most people think fear and you have to, to again. So when I was asked to leave the university